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Let's see... the song I am feeling now is "Kiss Me On My Neck, and Cleva by Erykah Badu... this girl is tight! I am not sure what is the dealy, but Erykah and Jill Scott are doing it for the soul of all sistahs.... They're taking the mello r&b smoothies to another level.... Can you feel it.....! Jill Scott's "Love Rain" is playing on the mp3 player now.... be sure to grab the remix with Mos Def. It's #44 on the cd... (Hidden) Well, I didn't get an oppurtunity to update much today, but I wanted to make sure to blog! Let's see, my attention has been focused on getting a lot of songs from Napster being that it will become a pay for service soon...(possibly by this summer). I got to create several playlist, etc. at a website... i think it's Uplister It was pretty neat. I even created a profile etc. I have also gotten a chance to enjoy the WindowBlindsprogram. It is reallly neat.
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It looks as though I may have finally gotten this blog\journal thing under a little control. For some unknown reason, I am having difficulty with the programming and updating process utilizing FTP... there is html codes on my journal.htm page, and a different html set for the blog template.... how to convert the two as one has been one big nightmare.... if there are any techGOD's out there, please hear my cry..... Thanks in Advance. Well, I had a conversation with HIM today regarding my co-worker seeing him at the cleaners. He informed me that the woman he was with wasn't his girlfriend, but his cousin.... I keep getting bad vibes about the cousin deal... It was a cousin's number that always appeared on the cell phone bill with calls at 1,2,3,4 a.m. in the morning.... I still can't figure this one out.... I didn't know I could posses the characteristics of an "air-head" sometimes.... hmmmm! GO FIGURE! The conversation went like this: him: hello renaissancesistah_2000: but I don't wanna do that? renaissancesistah_2000: what r u doing? As you notice, he attempted to cover himself.... WHAT A MESS. You will also notice that he just left in the middle of the conversation... no log off either. He always did this in the 13 months, and I thought he had a sleeping disorder...falling asleep on the keyboard, or maybe he was talking to so many "freaks", that he couldn't catch up to my conversation... This IRRITATES the hell out of me...... DAMN! (My first curse word here.... sorry) I gotta stop now, but I will return later......!
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Well, it's been an interesting day for me. I never thought i'd be so restless, yet workless. Not the WORK-A-HOLIC... What's really going on? I didn't get a chance to listen to any music until now, and I am currently vibing Kelly Price... Mirror, Mirror...this song is tight.... it reminds me of HIM, and me - our relationship, how i felt, what i thought, etc....
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my latest love for music comes from JILL SCOTT. this sistah is one bad motha.... if you don't have this cd, you are truly missing out on something really great. this sistah can bloooow, and express the visualization of love, self, happiness in various forms... words, song, poetry... however yah wannna phrase it....Check out A LONG WALK.... YOU GO GIRL! well, it's superbowl night, and i am not even watching any bit of the game. i was invited to a party, but decline being that the weather is suppose to get a little ugly here in stl, mo, later tonight. i chose to stay at home, and think about HIM...(crying in the process) HIM being my first love. he totally has me in the palm of his hand, but has no idea... or perhaps he is afraid to recognize it. (either way, this is goood for me....) we broke up in sept., 2000 and have spoken several times since then. i hate that he left me with a $300.00+ cellphone bill, but for some reason, this didn't\doesn't matter - my heart is still aching for him\his presence again in my life. i chose to walk away in sept., because things weren't improving in our 13 months. but I am regreting this decision each night I toss and turn unable to dose off to sleep. i think i have obtained insomnia...myself along with others at work, whom I chat with occassionally. one of my co-workers informed me that she ran into HIM at the cleaners yesterday. he was riding with another woman...who appeared to be a girlfriend or woman... something of sorts... i didn't want the message from HIM when she mentioned seeing HIM, but it was too late before i could stop her.... i smiled, then frowned, and then wondered.... later depression kicked in. why did he tell her that he has a surprise for me on valentines day... what could this be all about????? hmmmm will i be able to wait this long...? i am not sure...... but here we gooooooo!
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